My sister had a miscarriage today. She had a miscarriage and there's nothing I can do to help her because she lives all the way across the country. My heart is breaking for her.
I don't know why this is hitting me so hard. Usually I have to fake my emotions but this one came full force. So now as I'm going on with my life; As I'm playing fetch with my dog; As I'm carrying my clothes to the washer; As I'm making my husbands lunch for tomorrow; As I'm posting to Facebook; As I'm doing everything I do every single day, I wish I could just pause the world for a moment so I could give her a hug and try to lessen the pain a little. But I can't.
I feel so useless right now.
